welcome to my life....

Everyday....

we will learn something new in our life....

but it is too hard to forget the past especially when it comes to bad memories...

it will leave a deep scar in our heart...

the scar will eventually blackens our heart without us knowing it....

and finally....

we will change....

we will change because we hate something or someone too much as we wish they will disappear in our lives though they were the one that we love......

love will become hate....

hate will become revenge....

and someone will become the victim of the revenge......

DAMN this bad memories....

why can you just fade away with times....

why can't you just leave me alone....

I just want 2 be happy like the others....

laughing and joking with my own family like when we were used to be when I was a lot younger...

but that all is just a memories....

a good memories that will fade within times....

Just so you know mom and dad....

I just want to be a good son...

but since both of you are not together anymore...

I am worried...

I am worried with my sister...

what will they eat???what will they do??what will they become to????

and most important....

is this thing will affect them and me.....

this thing keep on bothering me every second, every minute, every time I think of our family....

I just love my family and all I want it to become as it used to be.....

only ALLAH knows how its like to be me.....

so here I am...

saying....

welcome to my life.....