me and you

halo...its been some time i've post anything in this blog....
been busy.....furthermore final exam is just around the corner....
here I want to talk to you guys about my feeling towards this sem...
dayemm....thats all that I can say....it started pretty bad though....
throughout this sem...i found out it really sucks....WHY??becoz of this guy who have made me and my friends life so miserable......the story begin like this......
the sem started of peacefully...but one day....we had been involved in an accident....this particular situation made our life soooooo damn miserable....why...??becoz of him we have to pay all the cost for the accident though neither one of us drove the car....it was this guy......and yess it's YOU....!!!!we were eating in this restaurant...then i gave him the key to the car assume he can reverse the car well....sadly NO......he crashed the car onto someone house....when he made the statement to the police officer...he proclaimed that we are in the car with him but actually we DON'T....FUCK you BITCH...!!!!now....becoz of that statement all of us need to pay the cost....now I am officially BROKE........and this is all becoz of YOU son of A BITCH......FUCK YOU...!!!

I Will Survive....

yeah....
its been so long that haven't post anything to my page.....
so, here is a song for you guys which I've heard for the first timeduring my English lecture....
yeah the song is quite catchy....
fall in love with the song for the first time....
and here is the lyrics.....

Cake - I Will Survive Lyrics

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
I kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
I grew strong, I learned how to get along

And so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here without that look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second, you?d be back to bother me

Oh, now go walk out the door
Just turn around now, you?re not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I?d crumble?
Did you think I?d lay down and die? Oh not I

I will survive, yeah
As long as I know how to love, I know I?ll be alive
I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give
I will survive, I will survive, yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had just not to fall apart
I?m trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry but now I hold my head up high

And you'll see me with somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you?d just drop by and you expect me to be free
But now I?m saving all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me

Oh, now go walk out the door
Just turn around now, you?re not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die? Oh not I

I will survive, yeah
As long as I know how to love, I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give
I will survive, I will survive, yeah, yeah

DSLR.....

hahahaha...today is the happiest day in my life....finally....I had a chance to buy a DSLR camera which I always wanted.....hahaha..NIKON D3100 baby.....I was like...woe.....dayem....plus,it is cheaper.....will upload the pic soon...now...I can post pitcha in my blog....staytuned

damn.....

well....today I just screwed up my English test...how could I be so stupid......furthermore,it is clearly stated that the question wants me to write the alternate ending for the story......and I do it the way around....I have lost this war.....dayemmm.....how could this happen to me........but never mind....its all going to be alright.....what I need to do now is to pray to Allah so that I have marks on that at least have marks....

just do this for fun

yess.....im updating my blog.....and this is for my English final exam for tomorrow....here i want to share with you all my experiences during my English class in UTP......i know during the lecture session with Mr. Joan...which sometimes kinda piss me off...and quite boring actually....but well.....I enjoy most of my learning during the Tutorial session with our tutorials Ms. Stanley Tan.....she is very kind and very ''sporting'' I say in Malay......she taught us many things such as how to present in front of the crowd...how to speak more fluently in English.....and most of all she is a lovable teacher.....she always shares her experience with us.....I know all of the hard work that she had put on us will be paid off...if we pass this examination wit flying colours of course.....hahaha.....well,thats all I wanted to share with you all.....wish me Luck for tomorrows exam coz I am really going to need it........holla...

welcome to my life....

Everyday....

we will learn something new in our life....

but it is too hard to forget the past especially when it comes to bad memories...

it will leave a deep scar in our heart...

the scar will eventually blackens our heart without us knowing it....

and finally....

we will change....

we will change because we hate something or someone too much as we wish they will disappear in our lives though they were the one that we love......

love will become hate....

hate will become revenge....

and someone will become the victim of the revenge......

DAMN this bad memories....

why can you just fade away with times....

why can't you just leave me alone....

I just want 2 be happy like the others....

laughing and joking with my own family like when we were used to be when I was a lot younger...

but that all is just a memories....

a good memories that will fade within times....

Just so you know mom and dad....

I just want to be a good son...

but since both of you are not together anymore...

I am worried...

I am worried with my sister...

what will they eat???what will they do??what will they become to????

and most important....

is this thing will affect them and me.....

this thing keep on bothering me every second, every minute, every time I think of our family....

I just love my family and all I want it to become as it used to be.....

only ALLAH knows how its like to be me.....

so here I am...

saying....

welcome to my life.....

This Is ME

hye there....

actually this is the second time I'm doing my own blog....

I'm actually not that type of  person who write about myself and share it to people....

prefer to keep it by myself though....

well,I'm making this blog just for my English actually...

so,hope you all will enjoy ny blog and I will try my best to keep updating my blog...

just to entertain you guys.....

holla...chiao....