DSLR.....

hahahaha...today is the happiest day in my life....finally....I had a chance to buy a DSLR camera which I always wanted.....hahaha..NIKON D3100 baby.....I was like...woe.....dayem....plus,it is cheaper.....will upload the pic soon...now...I can post pitcha in my blog....staytuned

damn.....

well....today I just screwed up my English test...how could I be so stupid......furthermore,it is clearly stated that the question wants me to write the alternate ending for the story......and I do it the way around....I have lost this war.....dayemmm.....how could this happen to me........but never mind....its all going to be alright.....what I need to do now is to pray to Allah so that I have marks on that at least have marks....

just do this for fun

yess.....im updating my blog.....and this is for my English final exam for tomorrow....here i want to share with you all my experiences during my English class in UTP......i know during the lecture session with Mr. Joan...which sometimes kinda piss me off...and quite boring actually....but well.....I enjoy most of my learning during the Tutorial session with our tutorials Ms. Stanley Tan.....she is very kind and very ''sporting'' I say in Malay......she taught us many things such as how to present in front of the crowd...how to speak more fluently in English.....and most of all she is a lovable teacher.....she always shares her experience with us.....I know all of the hard work that she had put on us will be paid off...if we pass this examination wit flying colours of course.....hahaha.....well,thats all I wanted to share with you all.....wish me Luck for tomorrows exam coz I am really going to need it........holla...

welcome to my life....

Everyday....

we will learn something new in our life....

but it is too hard to forget the past especially when it comes to bad memories...

it will leave a deep scar in our heart...

the scar will eventually blackens our heart without us knowing it....

and finally....

we will change....

we will change because we hate something or someone too much as we wish they will disappear in our lives though they were the one that we love......

love will become hate....

hate will become revenge....

and someone will become the victim of the revenge......

DAMN this bad memories....

why can you just fade away with times....

why can't you just leave me alone....

I just want 2 be happy like the others....

laughing and joking with my own family like when we were used to be when I was a lot younger...

but that all is just a memories....

a good memories that will fade within times....

Just so you know mom and dad....

I just want to be a good son...

but since both of you are not together anymore...

I am worried...

I am worried with my sister...

what will they eat???what will they do??what will they become to????

and most important....

is this thing will affect them and me.....

this thing keep on bothering me every second, every minute, every time I think of our family....

I just love my family and all I want it to become as it used to be.....

only ALLAH knows how its like to be me.....

so here I am...

saying....

welcome to my life.....